Thoughts!!
Was in the shower just now and thoughts just came into my mind.
Example: sometimes it is not that our parents do not understand us, but do we give our parents a chance to understand our thoughts. People tend to complain parents do not understand how they feel or even “flow” with their thoughts. But ya, it is whether do we want to give them a chance to.
Sometimes we shout and scream at our parents, in our hearts we are angry and disappointed with our parents but do you know in our parents hearts they are really hurt. I always thought that i do not have a cool and fun family because my parents are busy with work and the house is so quiet everyday, but my parents work hard to give me pocket money, pay the utilities bill, give me money to buy clothes and even little things like paying for the car petrol as my dad always sends me to church no matter how late it is. Little did i know, little things such as writing a note to my mum before she went off to the airport early in the morning would have meant so much to her, putting a little note on my dad toothbrush saying ” have an awesome day ” would meant so much to him.
I remember my mum really fell ill and my heart was so devastated seeing her having high fever, lying in bed so weak, and i remember i prayed this everyday: “God if my mum is healed, i will cherish every moment i have with her” and indeed she is healed. Now i cherish my every moments with her and i know one day the whole family would come to my second home, Heart of God church and be saved. I am actually very excited to see them in church.
Haha.. i dont know why i feel so much now but maybe because i really learnt to cherish when i nearly lost something so dear to me. In fact without my mum inviting me to heart of God church 9years ago , without my dad without fail send me to church with my mum and bro early in the morning, i might not be in church. And i am really thankful to my parents. My mum is off on a holiday to overseas and though it has just been a few hours, i really miss her. cant wait for her to be back.
I WILL GIVE MY ALL TO HONOUR MY PARENTS!! HEHE
well ya that is my thoughts and decision… nites everyone or to the person whom reads this.
